grow me

You need someone
Someone beyond the past
Far away from me
Someone in the middle
Between the surface and the depth
Cause I can’t fill the gap
And you can’t handle me for now
Today I’m still small
to fit into your arms
I wouldn’t fill your void
And you wouldn’t understand
So kiss all the girls in town
And sleep with their phantoms
drink cheap wine and fuck them
with passion
Because this is not my time
But I’m sure I’m the one
Cuz I’m sure I’ll be the last
But I’m waiting for you
And if loneliness rushes me
Clumsily towards you
And you start to believe
I’m just another one
Remember I’m still growing
Baking a heart you won’t resist
From loving
Just remember to wait
While I love them
And my heart melts
Time and again
Just remember to wait
While you love her
And then wait, wait all over again
While you wrap your arms
Around her, and smoke the last
Cigarette in the corner of her bed
Wait in front of the motel’s window
when you feel you’ve gotten
Everything you had ever wanted but
Feel lack of satisfaction
Wait if you preach yourself for
The greed rising in your veins
And wait even while you break
because this is not my time
But I’m sure I’m the one
Who’ll keep you warm
Cuz I’m sure I’ll be the lastWho’ll keep you awake every night